inside me

So, i am trying to blog everyday just because.

i think it is just therapeutic to write out my thoughts, and i mean i don't even know who reads this ... it may only be me! but thats okay because i need to hear what i am saying to myself. wow i really am talking to myself. haha

anyways

this is going to be a random and probably pointless post tonight.

let's see here. . . [my stream of thoughts]

feelings. love. friendship. forgiveness. genuineness. reality. dreams. sadness. God. confusion. clarity. listen. talk. listen. wait. and more wait. wasted time. time. crazy. baseball. love. work. laughs. more laughter. laugh out loud. weird. favorites. dancing. singing. being sung to. melting. notes. pencils. light bulbs. fabric softener. diet dr. pepper. flowers. pictures. drawings. phone numbers. stalking. facebook. love. comfort. smiles. windows. candles. God. salt. pepper. friends. family. sacrifice. love. water bottles. frisbees. stress balls. stress. overwhelmed. projects. school. bible study. youth. love. running. race. campus. frustration. desire. longing. you. north. south. anywhere. wishing. praying. hoping. why. strong. weak. weaker. broken. healing. mending. beautiful. insecure. ugly. shine. stars. sun. Son. erase. time. start. finish. begin again. new starts. new beginnings. new mornings. new days. new nights. nights with you. love. friendship. care. wondering. pondering. beach. sunset. sunrise. tired. eyes. guitar. strings. teaching. speaking. dedication. determination. stubborn. love. who knows. trust. peace. patience. falling. falling hard. falling for you. falling for You. heart. whole heart. wholehearted. placing. all. flying. soaring. your arms. Your arms. held. secure. peace. more of You. less of me. hugs. kisses. wishes. patience. love. eyes. words. adore. driving me crazy. why. wonders. love. when. love. You. needs. wants. change. confidence. security. mountains. valleys. pulling. pushing. walking. running. who. me. photos. connection. too late. maybe. wishing. wondering. praying. thinking. pondering. praying. prince. princess. one day. love. thankful. water. sustainer. unconditional. faithful. always. forever and a day. love. God. life. identity. Christ. press on. love. someday. becoming. precious. daughter. never give up. love. colors. freedom. chains. freedom. believe. freedom. love. when. ready. let go.

"I can handle [it] better than you" -God.

"Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time He may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you. Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. Resist him [satan], firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world. And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you." 1 Peter 5:7


{embrace the journey}