just don't sit there

So, I always have wondered why I have like spurts of ideas and just things to write about and then like dead times where i have such a writers block. I figured it out. I'm not gonna lie- the times that I write, are the times that I am struggling the most. and searching for answers-- Like writing is an outlet for me. Just getting what is on my mind out- almost like if i see it -- I will more likely believe it. I write what is in my head- so maybe it will penetrate really my own heart. Interesting huh? Sometimes you learn new things about yourself everyday lol

I am sitting here, on a Friday night- - - so burdened, listening to love songs with Delilah who soothes me...haha- - - listening to the stories of people who call in on her "sappy love songs" radio show.. so touching. so . . . depressing. haha... nah really this is such a distraction from what is really on my heart.

It seems that we all wear masks a lot. We have a different mask for every person, situation, day, hour. . . do we really know who we are? Do we really believe what we are supposed to?

Yeah- what do you hear all the time? --- you are made in the image of God, find your Identity in Christ, don't place your worth in other people- what people think of you, - you are the daughter of the King. . . I so want to believe these things with all my heart but sometimes it is harder than others.

Of course I know all of this, and i believe it with some of my heart- but when i am struggling at times- it is harder to believe.

So what do you believe? - who are you? are you who you want to be?

What masks are you putting on? what is really going on in your heart?

Are we afraid to find out?

I am finding out more and more that I am afraid of a lot of things. . . that I didn't even realize. Until I deal with all these things I am afraid of- it is going to cloud my mind of the TRUTH of Jesus.

You just can't want something- you just can't want something to happen- you've gotta believe in it. and believe in it with all your heart.

Just like Jesus says- Love the Lord with ALL your heart, with ALL your soul and with ALL your mind.

He wouldn't have said anything that we weren't supposed to believe and do and trust and just ahhh ya know?

It is time to BELIEVE. It is time to ACT. It is time to stop just sitting around and wanting things, it is time to pursue them. believe you can overcome, believe God does truly love you, believe that He really does got you and He ISNT LETTING GO. He will never let you go. He will never let you down. He will never break His promises. It is time to quit knowing and start believing.

a quote i heard the other day was- - - the key to change is to let go of fear.


Psalm 56:3-4
When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid.

Isaiah 41:10
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

1 Chronicles 28:20
Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the LORD God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you

Jesus said, "Do not fear, only believe." Mark 5:36


SO....in all that mumble jumble.....BELIEVE. God will never lie to you. He always tells you the truth and it is just foolish not to believe Him. - - in that belief you will find who you are - -

Uncover that mask. search deep inside for all those unanswered fears and questions- bring them before God- trust and believe in Him and then, just rest in His arms. He will not let you go. He will give you a peace that surpasses all understanding.

Make the connection from your Head to your Heart and NEVER let anything break that connection.

uncover.believe & act

{embrace the journey}