question.

So today I have been in a writing kind of mood. . . on the last post i had written out all of my thoughts that were going through my mind ... and the more i read it, the more i was like hmm i shouldn't have really written all of that out. mainly afraid of what people would think of me if they knew really what was going through my head, and heart.

and then i have been thinkin about it all day long...why was i afraid?

fear.

it can over take your life if you are not careful.

then another thought of mine is this:

what is beauty?
do we really look on the inside to find that beauty?
how much weight do i have to lose to get for a guy to consider to get to know me?

could you answer these questions for me?


soo.......if you get to know me, i'm a much deeper person than i can come out to be. . . there is more on the inside than you can tell. . . im good at hiding my true feelings- so when you can see into me and see my true self, or get me to reveal that to you.....then i'll know its you.